Friday, April 29, 2005
dere's no nd for me to look for jobs alr. dey come to me naturally. haha. i meant it! queensway called n ask me to go n work for dem. OK lor.. it's better to work at a place whr u r familiar with all e jobs.
i've rottin at home for two days alr. TWO days is alr so TORMENTIN. it's waaaaaaaaay borin man. played x box with my sis ytd nite. jux some fightin games lar. but it's kinda fun leh! whenever e character wins one full round of matches, she gets a new costume! haha. so we actually fight jux to collect e costumes. playin x box is kind of tirin too. hehe. u get finger cramps easily.
im fat im fat im fat. i eat alot recently. dere's nth for me to do leh! been eatin lots of junk food. esp e XXL chicken cutlet. i've been eatin for 3 days consequetively alr. im gettin SICK of it.
but i only eat one meal a day. haha. cux i wake up too late alr. but it's stoopid cux im eatin at such a late time when my metabolism rate is lower than e rest of e days. i did research before k! hehe. okok. STOP.
goin to watch dvd later. n try to stop eatin. OMG. really really have to curb tt binge. shall start eatin fruits again :)
BLEH.
jux feel lyk "blehing" lar.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:02 PM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
it's been qt awhile since i went online. moved hse on sat so i've got tons of stuff to pack.
kant really get used to my new estate. gettin lost. wasted time n swearin at e bus which always take lyk half an hr to come. alightin at cck mrt instead of yew tee. different place different views. no more star-gazin out of e window at nite. no more shoppin at 'yew tee' shoppin ctr. no more ntuc shoppin. no more 7-11.
:(
ARRHH.
nvm den.
try to squeeze 4 days entry in one ya.
fri went out with pri sch fren. YEE! so happy. shopped arnd. talked alot. got to noe one of her frens hu was oso frm cckps.
sat. moved hse. it was a total disaster. rushed to meet san ba for work after tt. worked for 1hr but took 4 hrs' pay! muahaha. this is EVIL man. watch e finals of e division 2 match. autoease won!! it was damn funny. e ang moh kio team turned up at arnd 5.30 when e match was suppose to commence at 6. autoease players started walkin in at only 5.45. n only 7 turned up. e 8th arrived in e midst of e match. dey were laggin behind initially. but caught up after e 1st quart. had a tie in btwn. den things picked up in e 3rd n 4th quarter when dey start to lead lyk mad. not tt excitin anymore. e score was 75-57 if im not wrong. tagawa n eng tat played for e 1st n 2nd placin. han jiao lian is damn accurate man! horrifyin shootin skills leh! it's totally a 100% chop. i din noe he was such a gd player till den. his passin is swift, without any hesitation n he's a really gd controller. dey never NEVER had any miss. n melvin is super off form today. his shootin is erh, 1 out of 10? vv blur n 'weak'. anw, it wasnt tt excitin as eng tat is leadin lyk dey cud jux stand arnd n shoot. dey have really accurate shooters! went off durin e 2nd quart. n dere 3 rows below e spectators seats which were meant for e vips n reserved. but nobody sat dere. HUH. except for one of e organiser n her fren. plus one kid.
sun. worked. finished givin out e flyers in less than 1 hr. HAHA. even took half of xh's stack to give away. shopped abit..den we went home. in e end reached home at 3.30 when we were supposed to work until 5. psychotic slacker job.
mon. stayed at home to finish up all e packin. met my sis n we went to ikea to do e last bit of shoppin. in e late i was late. seriously LATE. supposed to meet her at ikea. changed to bt batok. changed to cck mrt. in e end she drove back n send me dere. haha. papa lar! he asked to fix e air-con stuff. always disturb me when im goin out.
my sis was so damn gay. she was really pissed initially den. said she wasted 40 mins just to drive me dere.
den she said "i dun care! u treat me eat chicken wings."
"i wan to eat TWO."
ya. den we had our dinner at ikea's. but she bluff me leh.
she ate four in e end.
den i bought cushions! to put in my livin room. n i forbid my father to hug dem cux it's mine! i dun wan it to reek of smoke. i was so damn happy u noe. i dunno y too. but my enthusiasm was all drowned when i saw e cost on my receipt.
$53.70.
whr got CUSHIONS so EX one.......?!?! u tel me!!
tue. went down for interview today. feel abit cheated lar. cux i tot dey were hirin ppl for roadshows. apparently it was not. it was a modellin agency. felt weird bein dere. blar blar blar. it din get me to sign anything lar. but jux got a photoshoot in may. hmm. i think it's quite ok lar. no strings attached cux im doin freelance.
vain? i seriously dunno. tt's e last thing tt i wanted to be. but given a chance lyk this, i guess dere's no harm tryin out rite :)
ps: HEY. my entry is damn colorful. heehee!
"Faaaaaahed" @ 6:51 PM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
i nd to get a job.
im havin cough n a mysterious sore throat tt doesn hurt but hoarse my voice.
im movin hse soon. real SOON. yup, this sat.
i miss my bbs.
i nd to exercise. im fat :(
but i did circuit trainin ytd! n im achin now.
ARRHH.
i nd money. i nd shoppin. i nd more slp.
10 hrs isnt enough.
tt's all for today :)
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:21 PM
Tuesday, April 19, 2005
supposed to go down to sp today. asked my sis to drive me dere den due to some miscommunication, which was lyk, we waited for each other at e wrong place. anw, we got lost somewhr in bt timah. den i called e sch n dey asked me to go tml. ohh well, ok. den we got home lor.
slpt e whl day. tryin to slp i mean. im super bored. i dun feel lyk watchin tv, i dun feel lyk goin online, i dun feel lyk eatin. i jux dun feel lyk doin anything.
ARRRRRRRRRRHH.
im in depression again. dere is lyk a whl lot of things goin on my mind, but i dun exactly know wad im thinkin abt. i mean, i dunno wad's buggin me. i kant put dem into words.
i jux started thinkin of all e negatives. it wasnt bcux of anybody. mayb some fact jux dawned on me, n im disappointed abt it.
YES. DISAPPOINTED is e word.
alrite. at least i noe wad im feelin rite now. ARRHH. i jux felt so irritable. i cud bite anyone hu get on my nerves rite now. *grrr*
qn rite now. ppl born under e sign of aries handle disappoinments easily. is tt supposed to be a gd thing? do u really come face to face n deal with it, or do u jux brush it off ur mind?
im feelin CRAZY now. nah. dun worry. im jux ventin my frustrations.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:48 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
went for medical check-up ytd. it was so troublesome! i had an urine test, LOL, an x-ray. i waited for lyk half an hr for e x-ray, but e test took lyk less than 2 min lar. wah lau.
it was only 11.30am den n im meetin huilin 1.15 at ikea. ARH. went to j.e ctr n sat outside poh khim, watchin e hk serial chong shang yun xiao. so damn bo liao man. LOL. after tt went in n watch dolphin bay. n killed one n a half hr of my time.
YAY :)
i see huilin. she's so drop-dead gorgeous in sa uniform! haha. had lunch at ikea's. we were walkin to queensway n it started rainn lyk hell. dot dot dot. it was lyk jux a min waitin for e traffic lights to turn green before we got drenched.
almost.
reached queensway n it was so freakin cold! bot fbt n ya, we headed for lot one. watched sahara den. so boring.... so chim lar e show. haha. i really cudn catch up with e show man. dozed off a few times. den we were so relieved tt e show is finally over for two hrs. haha. went home after tt.
met evelyn today. bot e chicken cutlet n omelette at shilin's, bot sushi n we rented princess diaries one. DUN ever buy e omelette at e shilin k. so FREAKIN SMALL. lyk one small po piah but it cost 3 bucks leh. haha. bo hua lar.
went to her place n milo tried to attack me. LOL. cux i had e chicken cutlet with me. im so afraid to let it get near me cux i scared it might scratch my wounds lar. haha. YAY. princess diaries seriously nice. ok, not vv nice but not bad lar. after tt went to her room, crap abit, chat abit, les abit. hahaha. went off arnd 12.15am!
took e lrt n waited for e mrt. den dere was this man hu approached me n say dere's no train goin to marina bay alr. omg. ya, den got to e interchange n i wanted to wait for e bus, initially. but e nxt bus comes at one.
DOT DOT DOT.
den i walked frm cck interchange to yew tee. in e middle of nite at 12.30am. called bernard n ask him to chat with me. hey, it's quite scary leh. esp i walked pass e bus stop at kss dere, with the samara poster. wah lau. but i boarded e bus halfway. haha.
erh..anw, i guess tt's all for today. LOL. im still tokin to bernard now, i kant write properly lar!
"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:33 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
*yAy*
im vv happy today.
i bot shoooooooooooes!
heels frm charles n keith. LOL. im too short. shld start wearin some heels. i mean, ownin jux one pair of heels isnt tt bad rite?
haha. im happy.
but im gettin fat. im startin to replace e main course of my meals with ice cream. ate banana split at gelare. uhh. but it's kinda a waste of money. NOT nice one............ k lar, not vv bad but, BO HUA lar.
anw, i jux realised ppl r starin at my wounds whrevr i go.
i looked lyk i've been hacked.
or come out frm a car accident.
muahaha.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:06 PM
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
hmm. nth much today.
yinsi got her orientation briefin n met her after tt. went down to orchard again. haha. dun wanna buy anything cux im comin back wif huilin on sun. well, i din really had e mood to shop today cux my wounds r still damn pain. anw, she bot a ripcurl bag ytd n went back to change it. haha. so indecisive one leh. she said she looked at it after a whl day after buyin it. anw, she exchanged it for another pink tote bag n a brown wallet. i think tt brown wallet is really nice! haha. tt is for sure. LOL. cux i chose it for her.
ARH...
anw, went to eat at e foodcourt. den ate e gelato ice cream. huilin wud love it man, cux e choco mint is really really nice! hehe. raspberry n yogurt is nice too. omg. i think im fallin for expensive ice creams. haha. andersen's white choco n berryfruit, lemon sorbet n alot alot more. OMG OMG.
hmm. den went back to wisma. was lookin for shoes initially, den found out tt it wasnt a apprpriate time to do so. with tt abrasion on my foot. haha. forget it. not much. walked arnd....nth to buy. den took mrt hm lor. actually wanted to lend her e umbrella cux it was rainin rather heavily. but when we reach kranji, it seems lyk it wasnt rainin dere. yup, so i din lend her anw. reach yew tee. walked arnd. no mags to buy. den suddenly, lightnin flashes n thunder roars...
it started rainin lyk cats n monkeys.
wonder how yinsi is goin to get hm. even i had an umbrella with me, im half-soaked. e rain is so heavy tt it almost blew it away. n ya, e rainwater splashed onto my wounds. it's lyk...shit..omg...
received her msg not long after i got hm.
" z z. . .im stucked. . . . ."
"Faaaaaahed" @ 3:41 PM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
went to paint my new hse today. went early in e mornn wif san ba cux he had dental apptmt n he wanna go straight after it. so met him 11am. SO EARLY!
anw, he rode me to my new hse on his bike. den on e way i keep askin him whether it will tumble anot. haha. cux it doesn look stable. ARH. scratched my calf against e wheel. so painful! den we started paintin not long after we reached. actually, din really paint much. left e walls of one side of e livin rm n e balcony only. it's really super warm in e hse! den we on all e air-cons n fan, thou it din really help much.
blah blah blah.
anw, really haf to thk him for comin over to help me with e paintin. BUT. sth happened later on.
he wanted to send me hm on his bike. den on our way, dere's this stoopid aunti hu dun wanna gif way to us. n he got no bell on his bike one! ..........duh. den he swivelled n stop lest knockin into tt stoopid aunti, but i lost my balance slide off one side off his bike. i was left one leg hangin over his bike. so obscene lar! den i pull e other leg down quickly. felt a stingin pain on my right knee cap n foot. i alr got a piece of skin scraped off. practically excruciatin as it was still rubbin against my slipper. got abrasions on my knee cap n on my left calf n thigh. im so injured. haha. den he is SO BAD. keep on luffin. cux before he knew wad had happened, i had alr fallen on to e floor. haha. he was shocked lar. but still, continuously laughin. den he wanted to send me to e nearest bus stop so i cud get hm faster, in case of any more injuries. but e bus stop too ulu alr! e bus jux drove past us. den we went over to his hse to get medication cux my wounds r bleedin alr.
reached his hse n he tried to use e water hose to wash my wounds. my skin r practically screamin in pain. it's lyk OMG, get away frm me lar! den he tried to use e dunno wad 'qing cao you', literally meanin green grass oil, to put on my cuts. haha. i think u can imagine wad happened later. *screams resoundin evrwhr*
hey. really super super omg-wth-is-this-u-idiot pain lor. BUT HE CONTINUE LAUGHIN. so BAD rite!! wah lau. he laughed all e way frm bpghs to his hse leh. he was meetin his fren at yt mrt stn so we took e same bus together. he was STILL laughin on e bus. i really dun catch wad's so funny abt me fallen over his bike n got cuts n bruises all over. soOo saddistic! argh. but he oso kept apologisin lar, until i felt so sian. haha. too much of a apology wud lose its meanin. anw, din blamed him at all cux it was jux an accident. BUT he DUN HAF to luff so much rite?
:(
ya, so i went hm lar. kant sit properly cux dere's this abrasion on my thigh which so damn painful when it comes into contact with other surfaces. n ya, i still haven bathed leh. haha. dun dare lar..
"Faaaaaahed" @ 7:22 AM
Monday, April 11, 2005
haix. felt lyk i've drifted apart frm e bbs le. it's lyk, i wanted to cal huilin out durin e weekends. but she's lyk so busy in sch, wanna let her rest durin e weekends. rene's e same too. kkl leh, haix. dun tok abt her alr. haha. she got kkt enuff alr lor. always forgot to call me. put 'away' when she's online. den still online for wad? haha.
btw, heard tt e youth challenge ppl r goin to sri lanka. i WAN to go! YES. n mummy says i can!! *tears of joy* LOL. but im not too sure abt tt ya. heard tt it's only goin to be 3 days thou e previous took up to 2 wks. anw, haven called dem for e details yet. if im really goin, guess im be gone on e 24 apr.
aWw. tt's my precious dar dar bdae. haha. but nth's cfm yet, dun worry:)
hmm. im lyk in a huge dilemma now. no idea of wad im doin, wad im thinkin. lyk gong gong guo ri zi. i nd to get another job now! n ya, settle those enrolment thingies.
sat went down to town. bot a green skirt. brown top. n san ba's prex. bot orange lip gloss, orange blusher, orange nail varnish. LOL. spent arnd 150 bucks all in a day. had fun shoppin thou :)
today, supposed to go spca wif ber. but we woke up too late. went to imm instead, to gave amos support for his teenage icon heats. among 23 singers, he got in!! it's totally estactic! cux some of e contestant really sing well n it's such a stiff competition. wad's more, amos' disc gone cracko n he had to change his item, at e vv last min! sang qi li xiang intead of jj's hai pa. n one of e judges is maia!!! she's so damn psychotic. cool. look at her 'ang kongs'! omg. dey're more than u've ever expected. anw, she's noddin away vigorously when amos sang. haha. even thou he forgot his lyrics.
anw, jux wanna say, I MISS U BBS!! n im movin hse this wk..... :(
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:33 PM
Friday, April 08, 2005
ytd was me n yinsi last day of work. we went off one hr earlier cux initially she wanted to collect her laptop frm sch. b4 we left uncle david said yinsi dun nd to report for work alr. dey say dey dun nd her le. how can e boss liddat? get other ppl to send her off. he shld at least tel her himself. after we left, i decided tt i dun wanna stay without her. so i went back n told uncle david tt im leavin too. yups. den i haf to go back today to finish up my work.
it was seriously rainin dogs n monkeys. din realised it when we were in e office. in e end we only had one "puny" cardboard to shelter us frm e rain. saw 2 guys standin n waitin for e rain to get smaller. dey had umbrellas wif dem but dun dare to walk over. cux e carpark is floodin! it is really FLOODIN. no choice lor. den yinsi dun wanna use e cardboard alr. haha. she wanna come under the shelter of my adidas jacket, n pretendin tt we r some couple frm e korean serials. think too much alr lar! haha. e guys really haf no guts. tryin to wait for e water to subside? we practically jux run down e carpark to e bus stop. e water haf is alr ankle-high. luckily both of us r wearin skirts. it's so freakin yucky to get ur jeans wet n stuck to ur legs. den we board e bus. freezin!! we passed by e roads. bt merah is almost half submerged. serious!
den we decided not to go down to rp le. it's way to risky to carry a laptop arnd in such weather. anw, went to lot 1, bot op skirt, bot new concealers. haha. yinsi made me goto seiyu to try those stoopid aunti clothes! den she wanna took pix of me. hahaha. we did a 'search' on make-ups n stuff too. suddenly haf e urge to go shoppin!! haha. think im goin town on sat. think so only.
anw, went down to office to finish up on e flash n stuff. done it jux in awhile cux it's jux some touch-ups. den nth to do..help aunti to assemble e products. wait until 11 b4 i went off. but e boss tried to keep me. he actually wanna increase my hrly rates to 5 bucks per hr. but it's still too low. althou e work dere is kinda relaxed. office work n all. can go msn. can play frenster. but i really dun feel lyk doin it anymore. it's dere's alot of stuff i dun really noe n dun wan to do. but he keep forcin me to do. i dun wan this kinda job. den he keep sayin tt it's only 160 bucks diff. PLS LOR. 160 bucks is alot. anw, i've made up my mind alr n tt's it.
can i update e rest in another entry? haha. im dead beat alr. anw, really miss my peeps loads. hope dey r havin a great time in jc :)
"Faaaaaahed" @ 4:57 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
work for today. flash.
T.T
anw, i really had no idea how to do a super pro n sophisticated one, which u usually see on e net, i jux anyhow do lor. really looks lyk an child's work. haha. i din have e proper pix to import into flash to do e animation, so i had to draw e notebook myself. kant believe tt it is goin to be put up on e net, n viewed by various investors. anw, it took me arnd 2 hrs to do half of it, which is way beyond my expectations cux i was given a wk to complete it. BUT, it was only a simple one. e vv basic movements n all. im sure boss wud ask me to redo e whl thing. haha. anw, im leavin after nxr wk! (:
he asked me to redo e photoshop images today :( haf to redo all 15 images. cux i use e cheater 'magic brush' thingy to clear e backgrnd, it sort of leave jagged edges and blur outlines. so i haf to maximise dem n smoothen e outlines. im goin blind. im seein millions of pixels evrday.
yinsi: "go n wear ur specs lar."
me: " ('_')?? wad specs?"
alamak. yinsi's seriously vv gay. she made me sing "honey" umpteen times in e office. even at e bus stop when we were goin hm. she's been singin e same song for a whl wk alr!
came to my 'nest' after work to register her enrolment stuff. flipped a few albums n saw her p6 foto. hmms. wad can i sae?
HAHAHA :P
she really changed so much! oh well, me too. n tt's a gd thing for me. hahaha. it's totally hilarious to look at how u looked in e past. plus totally gay. we looked lyk retards back den! we dun even looked lyk 12. i realised other peeps alwaes haf such cute pri class fotos, but all my classmates look so matured! we looked lyk 15 or sth. so funny.
saw my 4 yr-old foto at my grandmum's e other day. i realised i alwaes had tt ku gua lian when i was younger. haha. i dun smile in fotos. n i guessed i finally know y..
i was bo geh mah :(
"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:23 PM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
ytd went out with my taipo!! haha. we went down to town to look for jobs. seriously, dere r really many jobs available. mostly r sales n u only nd to tok to e customers n persuade dem to buy. tt's a really easy feat. deposited my cheque e other day n tot i cud shop todae. but it wasn processed! argh. kant buy anything le :( den we went to bugis too. got a few shops hirin assistants too. den dere's this C.A.N. cafe lookin for assitants. it looked rather weird lar. cux it's way dark n look abit sleazy. haha. but it's actually a retro theme cafe. i wud not suggest gals to work dere e boss says tt u haf to work until 11.not vv safe as dey oso sell alcohols drinks. hu noes wad e tiko ah pehs might do rite? :)
tried cleanin my jacket. used 'da pin' but it wasn vv effective. e paint is of cux, less visible, but it oso left a oily stain now! argh. my mummy's helpin me to wash anw. but i'll be jacketless for days! she always take such a looooooooong time to do e laundry.
went back to work today. i practically did nth today. haha. was SUPER ultra dead beat till i even slpt on e couch. haha. did a reseacrh on this country called cyprus. pretty interestin. i din noe tt it even exist. anw, we were let off early today cux yinsi nd to get down to rp to get her enrolment stuff done. she finally made up her mind on which notebook to buy. *tkq god* she's beginnin to lyk e ppl dere too. haha. gd for her. im actually kinda tempted to trnf dere too. lol. it is seriously slack! meanin it will be damn easy to get into e top 5% of e cohord. but wadever, im lazy to make those changes n do e transfer. argh. nvm lar. sp jiu sp lor.
:)
"Faaaaaahed" @ 5:19 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
haix.
i seriously think my boss is taking me for granted. u noe wad he did ytd? first ask me to do photoshop n flash. k. i'll let it pass. after tt he told me to do a frontpage n help him to design e packagin of e product! wad is this. im only a temp staff n he wans me to do so many stuff? i dun care, im goin to take my own sweet time doin it den i'll quit n disappear. he can do all he wans. he can look nice n all but he's really too much.
anw, stained yellow paint on my adidas jacket ytd! *heart breaks* yinsi say i looked lyk i can kill. haha. im really xin tong abt it lar. she oso got on some paint too. BLEH. den she suggested walkin to queenswae. tt is lyk so damn far away! i din noe it until i really got on walkin frm jtc buildin to queenswae. anw, on e wae we were playin a fool n i said she cud splat on summore paint onto her sleeve. n if anyone ask her abt it, she cud jux say tt her jacket was e limited edition. hahaha. yellow grafiti. or fell onto e road with fresh yellow paint. cheesh. lyk anyone wud believe us!
went to queenswae n wanted to take my remainin pay at bum. it was alr 1st apr n tt was jan pay! e supervisor said she din noe anything abt it n asked me to call e office. oh well, fine i'll do it later. den dropped on zul n anthony too. tt zul snatched my jacket away n refused to return it to me. my part-time bf oso dun wan to help me. *hmrp* i said he probably stretched it to a XL after wearin it. haha. den we took 61 n headed westmall.
went to harvey norman. looked arnd n got some info on laptops. i think i really chose e wrong course. multimedia requires a 1 gig ram, 60 gb n ati graphic card laptop. but none of e laptops has it all. esp e graphic card. i haf to buy one laptop n upgrade it 1 gig ram. haix. 2500 bucks is gone. bot ear studs n.........hairdye!! YES. im dyein my hair again! BLACK. cux mine's faded n i wan it to be blacker. hahaha. now it's really BLACK.
went to my new home todae. it's so small!! but kinda cosy. haha. e renovations r done pretty well. jux nd a fresh coat of paint. im movin in on 20 apr. anyone wanna come for hse warmin? :) but it's so inaccessible dere. had to take 300 to cck no matter whr i wanna go. so mafan! *hmrp* n i kant go to huilin's n eat dinner le :( i miss tom yam soup, u heard tt?? haha. k lar.
den met yinsi n went to jp. went to courts to look at laptops again. went to harvey norman too, n saw this really neat one. not too ex too, even cheaper than sp's. haha. im goin to buy tt! tt yinsi bot hairdye when we got back to lot 1. at first we got mauve brown den her mummy say it's awful. haha. n we went back to guardian n get a refund. LOL. n bot another color. den went to op too, saw this really nice skirt. ARHH. but it's purple. haha. im goin to get it tml! haha.
yinsi jux msged me. "ehh. y e cream yellow color one .."
hahaha.
"Faaaaaahed" @ 2:28 PM
Friday, April 01, 2005
my internet's gonna down for a wk or so. *HMRP* blame it on e faulty starhub server. so now e only place i cud go online now is e office. only half an hr more to knockin off so i think i better blog now.
im now workin bt merah, one of e small lil company in jtc buildin. it's only one rm, so dun u think it's vv small? BUT, it's an international company. one which do computer accessory n stuff. tt explains y we got to call up e many many embassies on our first day of work. i repeat, it's international. YES. e ppl workin at e embassies seriously get paid for nth. dey wud jux put u thru anywhr regardless wad u r callin for. wad a disgrace to their own countries. their ppl cudn even do such a simple job. not to mention, china is one of dem.
todae is my 4th dae of work. im startin to get used to it. we get paid for lunch break. YAY. it's one hr n we go cud go anytime btwn 11-2. not too bad huh. anw, e boss sort of 'increase' my pay cux i was lamentin tt how pathetic im to work all these things out but to get only a meager sum of 4 bucks per hr. BAAH. my job for this wk is to take pix of e products, upload dem n do photoshop editin. sounds easy? PLS. i hf to edit 13 pix, add shadows n all. e worse part of it, is to erase e small lil imperfection which cud take up to almost one an a half hrs for jux one pic. i seriously cud go blind if im to do these continuously for a mth. anw, my dateline is tml :) n i found cheater ways to do. muahaha.
due nxt fri is flash animation. *screams in agony* e most hatred computer prog durin my it trainns. haix. since im gettin paid to do, i might as well give it my best shot. otherwise, im jux degradin my ability to work isnt it? *say YES* yup.
i probably quit after apr. after yinsi leave. i dun think i cud stay on longer alone. tt wud leave me to fend for myself. ARRRHH. k.
im feelin old lately. haha. ok, matured i guess? i walked in n out of e office, only to see those workin ppl in their late twenties. uncles, aunties, contractors. erh...ya. n dey often look at us with tt *huh, so young? drop-outs arh?* look. it's seriously insufferable. office work feels exactly lyk OFFICE WORK. im facin a laptop e whl day for whl 6 hrs. (e remainin one is slacked away) it's borin! even when i get to surf net n play msn, it's still BORIN. my butt's gonna get flat after sittin down all day. evrday after work we'll jux head hm rite away. nope, not even idling in lot 1. absolutely too weary to do any more shoppin. i eat my dinner at 10 evrdae. cux frm 7 to 10 i'll jux be snoozin in my bed. wad a rigid life.
10 more mins b4 i knock off. haix. boss increased my pay. 50 cts more. *smilin with a frown* shld i be happy exactly?? ARRHHH.
dun think so.
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